Iām not the most decisive person. My life is the way it is currently because of the decisions that other people have made before. By other people, Iām not limiting its range to my inner circle (i.e friends, family, schoolmates, work colleagues), but also looking afar to the neighbourhood, city and national level government, and ultimately globally. We could also consider other actors / factors that may exist in different time period than us but it has also influenced the way my life is now.
Talk abt the school of fish
When weāre thinking of the possibility of oneself existing as different versions in multidimensions, in the context of collective consciousness, it also means that the whole human collective changes in every single dimensions that oneself exist. Because the oneself existence affects other peopleās decisions and therefore could accumulate to become a different version of the collective.
There are times that we may be worried of making the wrong moves, however, the collective consciousness seems to be there to guard our survival as a whole collective. One or a group may suffer more than the others, the periphery of the group may have a higher risk of being a prey, but ultimately the whole group increases their chance of survival as a species.
As Iām writing about this, I thought about my parents, how theyāre very consistent in keeping in touch with me (almost daily), however i canāt seem to keep up with their pace to sync my updates with then. I have my own personal life and as much as i have the intention to communicate with them, there is something inside me that just prefers to not share the updates. I do not want to share my information with my parents, it seems. Them contacting me may be a mirror to how the stronger fish on the periphery and theyāre just trying to herd me, making sure iām safe. I wonder if there is any fish in the school that has tried to leave the school. What happened to them? I suppose they will find a new school to shelter them. As for me, Iām (momentarily) leaving the school that my parents offer and currently joining a new school that is called ITP. The real question is, is there a fish that goes solitary for their whole life?
And if the whole human collective can be sum into a collective consciousness, sum into a pseudo body/entity, there must be a simile for the brain and the heart. Iām talking about organs that will cause fatal mortality should it fails. I wonder what will be a threat that could attack these vital organs, and what are the vital organs in our collective consciousness?
Is Internet the brain? If it discontinues we can probably still resort to locality. What about language? The tower of babel catastrophe? It seems more probable that if noone is speaking the same language, the world will be paralyzed. More ideas?
MakingĀ iām making an authentication experiment where for every user that authenticates, it will extend everyoneās session time (unless theyāre already logged out from their session, then it will delete their data in firebase, and only if they relog in then they will be adding image again into the firebase and also update more time into other peopleās session time)
On initialize, an image is taken locally when user was just going in the app (without them knowing that it will only be seen when they authenticate).
On authentication, the image base64 is uoloaded to firebase and it will be rendered on frontend. The image pixel will then start dispersing in the rate of the (currentTime - authTime) / (authTime + sessionTime) * maxDisperse.
If userās image is still dispersing and thereās a new person submitting image, the session time for EVERYONE will be updated to all the rest of the users (sessionTime - currentTime) + sessionTime. This way, if more people authenticate then the sessionTime can exponentially grow.
Thereās a timeline that user can scrub at the bottom to freeze on a moment and rewind
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